sometimes I forget about God, without even realizing it. and life becomes really scary. it starts to feel pointless and short. I start to belittle “love” and emotion and wonder why I care about anything, ever. God is like the glue. yea I’m alive, and I have to eat and go to the bathroom and clean my house and “be nice,” but why? I feel like love is pretty dumb and a waste of time if God doesn’t exist. if God doesn’t exist, I’m just mechanical, running on ATP and controlled by hormones. I’m not good at talking about my relationship with God, because nothing about it is easy or obvious to me. at this point in my life, I just know that when I don’t think about him or talk to him, I start to lose all worth and energy.
the only reason someone would ask me this is because they’re interested in possibly being the one I’m seeing. but how interested are you really if you haven’t gone through even my most recent personal posts- Where I explicitly state that I am seeing someone.
I have no idea who this is but this could essentially be a quote from every person that has ever known me. lol my advice, if you’re a tumblr friend, is to use a tag filter. I tag all those posts with opinion. always. that’s an easy fix, I think. but if you’re someone IRL, you’ll just have to quit me. If I am drawn to someone, I want to be their friend no matter how much I disagree with them, but I’ve finally coped with the fact that most people are not capable of the same.
oh you mean george glass? HE’S JUST A VERY PRIVATE PERSON
after high school. between 2008 and 2009.
actually no, Im not. but its pretty much a forever kinda thing. like a “you’re awesome, Im awesome, our daughter’s awesome, this is awesome” forever kinda thing. at this point getting married is more for the ceremony, so we’re putting it off until we at least have enough money for the nice outfits, a weekend trip, and maybe some tattoos.
you too. I swear its the modern day witch hunt and it is taking away from real racism.